Thursday, January 27, 2011

"change is better."

it's been three weeks since i've last written a blog. and already, so much has changed. i feel like i'm making 360's all the time. my life goes back and forth so much sometimes it seems unreal. you know- one minute i'm happy, the next i'm stressed, and then i'm back to being happy again. that seems to be the case for me lately. at most points, like right now, i feel like everything is starting to fall into place again. i've been so.. joyfull lately. that's a weird word to use, i know, but it's true. just laughing at everything, always smiling, and having fun. i'm never mad anymore- which if you know me, that's a huuuuge improvement. it's really crazy- but when you've got amazing friends around you all the time and a new guy stepping in, what's their to complain about? nothing, except mono and school. those are really the only two things bothering me and stressing me out. i was diagnosed with mono last week, and i've been out of cheerleading and conditioning ever since. but i head back to the doctor bright and early tomorrow morning to have more tests done. my new semester that started last monday is hard. hard could actually be an understatement honestly. and it's mainly english. i'm going to have to try super hard in that class. guess it's time for me to step up to the challenge though. regardless of those two things- my life is pretty amazing <3 simple as that. great first month of 2011.




70 DAYS UNTIL OPENING DAY! <3

Friday, January 7, 2011

"halfway there."

it's 11:13, and i'm sitting in sociology for the last time. ever. i literally juuust finished all of my exams. done, completely- until may. i feel like i did okay, coulda been way better. i mean, it's not that i didn't study or try, because i definitely did. A LOT. but i've been sick, tired, and overly stressed. i guess exam week kind of just makes you that way.

today is my last day of second semester. and i don't know whether i should be sad or happy about that. i'm definitely glad that i'm now halfway done with my sophomore year of high school. one semester closer to being a senior, graduation, and going to college. but i'm sad, because this semester, i met a lot of new people. and i'm expecting that, starting next wednesday, school will get muuuuch harder. art 1- easy 100. honors biology- according to virginia, i have to take a milllion notes and study every single night if i want an "a" in that class. honors enligh 3- the "hardest class" any of my friends have ever taken, ever. so scared. french 2- tough. since i haven't had french in over a year. who knows, guesss we'll see how it goes.

BELL JUST RANG! <3333 time to go to lunch with my best frend, :) later!