what to say, what to say.. - i got this idea from a couple of friends. and i just thought to myself, "hey- i might as well try that too." and so here i am. if you don't want to read about my whole life from now on out, don't. it's more along the lines for me, instead of anyone else. just venting to something like a website that isn't even real :p kind of like those little journals we used to use as kids.. here goes nothin'.